This Manupulative World Is A.....B!tch

  Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have to live in this world when i grow up. Though teenagers are confused but their lives involve much less complications. When I see older people judging each other, calculating each others moves, it makes me sad. Why can't they for once believe that the other person may not be doing something for their own selfish reasons? And it's difficult to know whose right, believe me. Everyone has their own hidden agenda and its absolutely pointless trying to resolve an issue with rationality.

There are so many games, secrets, on-face-sweetness-and-at-back-hatred that I don't want to be a part of someplace where I'll have to watch my every step, manipulate people to get my way and save myself from getting manipulated. Everyone here talks about everyone else behind their back, however much they pretend to be blood-sisters and brothers in front of each other. Maybe a social life, no matter how fake, is necessary to survive in this harsh world.

In my life I may talk about people behind their back, whom I love dearly because somethings can't be said face to face but I have never hated or disliked someone and still maintained contact with them in a friendly manner. I make it obvious, I guess but I am not at all ashamed of it because I'd rather be my real self than act like Miss Goody-two-shoes and be called a Bitch behind my back. Maybe when you are in a working environment, you have to maintain a cordial relationship with everyone and I may get a hang of it later in life but right now this manipulative world seems a bitch to me.